On 6 May went to Rine 20th birthday (: as she is very busy! so we celebrated sooo much earlier than the actual day (: RINE I WILL BE ON TIME 12 am SHARP! to text u ! i try LOL!! bring mummy go eat new york new york with kor kor for early celebration of mothers' day, as on sunday mummy got work /: hmm.. haha ((: end. he a

Ytd night went visit a doctor wit Hao Jian my best pillar ever . Forever bein there .
I have a high fever of 39.2 and by the look of the doctor I think she noe my condition is v bad .
She do a blOod test for me . Saying 5 days result will b out . Bt tonight she called . De 1st thing she ask is , do I wan to be hospitalized ?
Cos my red blood cells s less till even the doctor get shock . I am in danger . Of fainting n causing brain dead and die anytime .
She say if dizzy again nd go hospital . Bt I'm forever dizzy even sitting Dwn now .
I do feel terrify too . I don wan everyone to worry abt me .
I don dare to tel mummy. Knowing I'm having high fever made her so worried le.
I don wan die yet .
I wan go school.


Hate myself .

Thanks for the reply. Won't disturb you again . Doubt have the chance to do so too .